I haven't been feeling like this in a bit. You know the kind of feelings you don't really know how to put words to? You know like the constant overflowing of nervousness and sadness but really it's nothing nervous or sad? I know right, i don't even know what i'm describing.
But i hate this feeling.
And it's been quite a while since I last felt like this.
I wished this June holiday never existed. I feel so detached from the world yet again there are so many things I need to settle and get done with.
Internship
Casting
FYP filming
Practicum web series
FYP for our client.
It's getting to me now and i'm really wondering where m i going or what am i doing with my life right now. Get this feeling away from me. I'm doubting my own ability to cope. I don't know how far i can hold on.
This might just be another late night rant. Good night, it'll be better tomorrow. I just have to keep telling myself this.
